Emotional Preggo Coming Thru...

I will be 13 weeks pregnant tomorrow. I had an appt today with the OBGYN... He basically yelled at me because my sugars are still high... And I am glad that he did... he let me know that I really can't afford to cheat and I have to stick to this diet. The only thing is, is that I think that this diet that they have me on is not correct for me. I think they seriously have me eating to many carbohydrates! I don't understand how I can keep my sugars after eating below 140. And they actually want them to be 120 an hour after I eat! So, I have to go back and see him next Wednesday and I have to act like I know my diet through and through and pray that my sugars are better. I have to go to the hospital either tomorrow or Friday and get my A1C done again for him. On the bright side, I got to hear our little ones heartbeat... I mean I got to hear that a month ago too... but the doctor really didn't point it out although I kinda knew what I was listening for. Today, he was like "That's your baby."

Speaking of the baby, here is the sonogram from the first visit. I believe I was 8 weeks and 6 days.

I am just an emotional mess right now too... My mom died on the 28th of May last year... and the 28th is tomorrow... I miss her. I wish I could just talk to her. Especially about the diabetes because when I found out that I had it in 2006, she was already pretty sick and I haven't been able to talk to her about it. I know she really didn't do a good job controlling it though... I don't want to make that same mistake.

What else has been going on today you ask? I woke up folded and hung up clothes... got ready to leave the house then went to the doctor's appt. I had Chipotle for lunch (I believe myself and the little one is addicted and I don't get sick from it.. and my sugar is amazing after eating the burrito bol!) I came back home got on the computer for a bit.. did some more of the clothes putting them away and such. Put a load of laundry in the washer. Swept the floor and mopped it. And now I am sitting here and writing this update... Hoping that I will update more in the future.

I haven't forgotten about the header. Gonna try to work on it and get it up and running tonight after bible study.

What a day...Tired.

I am exhausted... I didn't do a thing here at the house today either... makes me feel bad. Really, I have a load of laundry that needs folded... one load of towels that needs to be washed and dried... and more dishes than I can handle in just a few minutes...

I went to the Butterfly show in Cincy today. It was great.. I got lots of pictures that I will post after my mother-in-law gives me my SD card back... She took and printed some of them for herself... lol

After that I came back to Newport and then went to Sharonville to meet my husband for lunch... we went to Chipotle. It was wonderful as always... :) Then, I went back to his work and he bought me Photoshop Elements 7 (now I can finish my header!!!)... I have been wanting it for a while.. and he finally had enough spiff gift cards (commission on selling warranties and such) saved up that after using the gift cards we only had to pay 11.77! :D Any I made a flyer tonight for the revival services at the end of this month that is happening at the church. So, it is already in use... YAY! Can wait to edit some photos too!

Anyways, we ended up getting to church an hour late tonight. Walked in when Pastor was preaching... haha Better late than never. And then we went to Frisches for food after church.. and now we are home... I am getting ready for bed shortly... I am so tired!

I'll be 11 weeks tomorrow!!!!!!!!! Yes, I am pregnant... I am sorry I haven't informed you sooner. LOL